我的工作

我工作的其中一部分是采访封面人物。配合8TV的《追影。逐梦》，采访的对象是Lawrence王冠逸以及Henley许亮宇。
穿上即将上演《陈真》电影武打片服装的他们，看起来气势凌人。总编打趣说两个男生似乎单调了些，要我扮演戏里头的舒淇，害得我捏了一把冷汗。
比起出现在封面，我倒是喜欢采访，细说封面人物的故事。

永恒的美

在《初恋红豆冰》这部电影，我发现就算她丝毫打扮也没有，但仍然很漂亮。
当见到真人，距离就只有几公分的访谈，我深深的被她那双漂亮的眼睛给吸引住了。
虽然抱病的她戴着口罩，可是一点也不减她的美。
她是个非常有想法的人，短短的30分钟的访谈，改变了我要走的路。
“我觉得人生就只有那么一次，想做什么就去做。”
她的这一句，让我久久不能自己。
李心洁，不见岁月痕迹的美人。

遗失的 U-N-D-O键

想寻回昔日的一些点滴
发现它已被永久性的去除了
心里有种说不出的苦涩
原来记忆也会淡去
此刻的心情
失落无比

Proud to say: Io sono insegnante =)

Just like others, I wrote lawyer, model, doctor even police in My Ambition column when I was in primary school. Well, teacher is not what came out in my mind when I first saw the column. Yeah, although I love teaching that much right now, I was not intend to be a teacher when I was young. Alright, alright, I admit that I wrote my ambition as a teacher in my chinese essay, for the purpose of getting good grade. But I didn't mean it. (I am those typical hardworking student, will strive for A no matter what it takes, even if I had to lie. Hehe ) Later on, when it comes to choosing courses for the university we wanted, I chose what my mum wants me to be, and of course, it's teaching line. I don't mind because I don't even have a dream. Yeah, in other word, I am not a ambitious girl. I know that. So I followed what people ask me to.
2 years ago, because of some incident, I started to stand on my own by giving tuition. At the beginning, I give tuition for the money sake. I teach because I had to. Earn money, go travels, as well as living expenses. But when one of my student told me that she got 44 marks for her exam (FYI, she got 22 marks for her maths before I teach her.) I was thrilled. I never thought that it can bring you that much of satisfactions. And when she got an A for her PMR, I was glad that I did my part. I didn't simply charge for the fees, I make them feel it is worth to pay for. Although the money they paid me for one hour was just the same amount of money i paid for my maths tuition last time, but it's for one month. Hehe. Well, what can I say. Living standard has increased, economy is getting better. (Okay, I know, I am talking crap over here.) Anyways, I gave it all for what they pay me for.
I know I will like teaching, eventually. And I do. Two years of giving tuition and 3 months of practical really make me fall in love in this field. Despite the money I earn, the improvement of the students did give me confident to go for my dream. The other day my mum told me that her friend's grandchildren scolded by his tuition teacher because he couldn't catch up in tuition class. She said he is stupid and slow learner. Hey come on, if he is smart enough, then he wouldn't come for tuition. You should have just keep your mouth shut and give more patience to him. I was so pissed off and a sentence just out from my mouth immediately. "Ask him to quit, I will teach him, cheaper than what he paid for." And I guess I have to back to Seremban to give tuition, soon. Huhu. But, I am willing to do that. I am not a super-shero, but I am going to save him from that devil women. Grrrr......
And now, I am going to make a big decision. I think, I guess, I probably will put teaching aside first. Yeah, you heard me. I am not going to be a teacher, YET. But I will. It's just that I want to go after my dream first. Maybe few years later, you might see me teaching your children in school again. But, just not now. What is my dream? Something adventurous. Stay tuned!
All out of all, I still love teaching, more than ever.

冲吧！

我决定了，
这一次，我要不按牌理出牌，
放缓我一直以来的计划，
追寻我的梦想，
害怕难免会有，
但只有一次的机会，
所以，这一回
我要做追梦的人。

给远方的你

我虽与你只有一面之缘，
但是你的离去竟让我留下了泪滴。
也许你有你坚持结束生命的理由，
但当你看到你那群好友在默默地为你祝福，想念你时，
我想你也会百般的不舍离开他们吧。
虽然我不在那一群里头，但他们对你的思念，你的离去，
让我深深地感受到他们很爱你
大家都深信你仍然存在着，守护着他们
我亦如此
或许时光倒流，一切都会不同
或许能重来一次，大家会尽力避免悲剧发生
但，既已发生，惟有欣然接受
怡温，你很幸福，你知道吗?
你的离去并没有带走大家对你的思念
希望你能带着大家满满的祝福，在另外一个世界过得更开心
祝你，幸福快乐。

Countdown-ing

When it is getting nearer,
I just can't wait.
God, please turn the clock faster.

毕业之忆

踏上毕业典礼台上

双手接过毕业证书
接受家人的祝福朋友的拥抱
心里载着满满的感动与兴奋
我，毕业了。
您，也感受到了吗？
我相信您一直都在看着我，照亮我
多少年了?我也快不记得了
但是，您煲的汤，那个幸福的味道
我仍然记得，依然会回味
外婆，我好想您。
我没办法亲口告诉您我进了马大
更没能够让您参与我戴四方帽的那天
多么希望照片里头依然有您的存在........

他的Superwomen的我

他说：“你是个Superwomen！”
从何开始，我和独立画上了等号。
以前的我永远离不开，依赖，这两个字。
只是，渐渐的，当人经历了一些挫折、一些低谷，
终究会懂得站起来，学会坚强，昂头向前迈进.
我总相信，每一件的发生，都有它的原因，
上帝的安排是若如此，我欣然接受这一切。
我爱现在的我，更爱我的生活，
终于了解到“当你走过人生最低潮时，什么事情都难不倒你了”这道理。
感谢一切，更懂得感恩。如此精彩的人生，那么多人疼我的我，
小女知足，知足。 =）