Heart broken

Words that you said, lay such a big impact on me. If you would ever know it's like thousands of knives stabbing into my heart. What I have been doing is just useless to you. To you, maybe I am just nothing. Very often, you can't see my good, but whenever there is one small mistake, you magnify it. Not being appreciated is the least that I want. Just never I thought that you will treat me the same. How long do I need to take this time? I am not that strong as you think. Someone once said, when you put yourself after everything, you will be very suffer. Friend said, you got to love yourself more. Perhaps, they are right.