Dreams. Crystal.

The reason I like collecting crystal balls, they always give me a lot of fantasy by looking at it, which I could hardly find in real life. 

Hello December. Can you treat me a little better this month?

Heart broken

Words that you said, lay such a big impact on me. If you would ever know it's like thousands of knives stabbing into my heart. What I have been doing is just useless to you. To you, maybe I am just nothing. Very often, you can't see my good, but whenever there is one small mistake, you magnify it. Not being appreciated is the least that I want. Just never I thought that you will treat me the same. How long do I need to take this time? I am not that strong as you think. Someone once said, when you put yourself after everything, you will be very suffer. Friend said, you got to love yourself more. Perhaps, they are right. 

Die Hard. Die Heart

Ever hope for is just a little.

Things might not be the same again.

Leave no regret.

一年的忙碌.一生的感动

好几个月，情绪起起伏伏。因工作上的不公平待遇，而愤怒，激动，一度怀疑自己是否适合这行业。种种让人心力交瘁的理由，吃不消。冥冥中上天就安排了一班有福同享有难同当的同事，在身边互相鼓励，互相前进。冥冥中安排，在小六生毕业典礼上，看着那些孩子们，带着四方帽，唱着离别歌曲，心里的那种感动，完全侵入心坎。上课的最后一天，孩子们一张张的道谢卡，一声声的感谢，敲碎了我的犹豫，我的不坚定。心里的那道声音，“秉持梦想，孩子们的感激与感恩，不就是能够让你继续前进的动力吗？” 小心翼翼地把工作服折好，放入衣橱，轻轻的关上橱门，心里默默期许“明年会更好，不，明年要更好。”

教育的使命感，

在假期里，我会一一将那碎片重拾。

假期.快乐

续

失而复得的感觉真棒！

自此都这样，好吗？

冷夜.心暖

冷冷的天气，泡着三杯热饮。一杯爸爸的，一杯妈妈的，一杯自己的。手心捧着暖暖的杯子，静静的待在客厅看戏，身旁有着爸爸妈妈的陪伴。幸福就是那么简单。

生日快乐

又一年，精彩的，充实的，挑战性的，又过了一年。感恩生命的重要的人事物，依旧守候；庆幸生命中的过客不再是过客；感动心依然跳动着，生命依旧精彩。

期待有更多的一年，一年才有更多的期待。

生日，很快乐。

树上屋。

有多久没好好坐在电脑前，心与灵相附，静静地让手指在键盘中轻触？生活路似乎不是想象中容易。曾经以为的，幻想的，原来只是泡沫，轻轻一戳，破了；梦碎了；心累了。
朋友用心良苦，特地带我到了森林一转，让我洗去疲惫，吸取大自然精华。我一直以为，金马伦高原永远只能与草莓、玉蜀黍、茶园划上等号。谁知，这片高山上，有着一个那么原始的森林，让人能抛开世俗，科技，静静地就这样待着。
Terra Farm，简单的名字，却可以让人如此难忘的一座森林。她，静静地呆在原地，默默地欢迎人们的到来，缓缓地提供大地的灵气。抵达的那一天，老天从绵绵细雨，到倾盆大雨，为冷冷的天气更添冰冷。Nike球鞋踏在潮湿的黄土上，便告诉自己，是时候抛开一切一切，把自己与大自然融合在一块儿。从入口直到我们的tree house，需要20分钟的路程。背着沉重的背包，撑着雨伞，跨大脚步，往目标前进。随着海拔越来越高，徒步行走路程越是艰难，不停的休息，大口大口的喘着气，贪婪地望着沿途的风景。沿途的美景，就是Terra Farm 的主人还保留她原有的容貌，只是在行走道路上加上了树干，为这个地方增添气息。偶尔，还会看到利用树干做成的木凳，艺术气息绝不输巴塞罗那海边的堆沙艺术。
好不容易，终于抵达目的地。简单的树上屋，却让我惊叹于人类的智慧，能够用竹子，竹叶，树干，就足以建成牢固且美观的tree house。没有风扇，没有讯号，只有灯泡以及软软的床褥。受到幸运之神眷顾的我们，当晚的晚餐由一名法国女义工精心准备。下过雨的夜晚，让我又好像回到英国冬天的时候，饭，大口大口的吃，满满的一碗，扒两扒，没了，饱了，知足了。手里握着温热的香茅水，双腿盘坐在竹藤上，闻着那淡淡的香味，冷冷的夜晚，爽朗的笑声，昆虫的蝉鸣声，编织了轻松写意的一个晚上。总以为没了科技过不了活的我，竟然可以完全忽视手机，面书，游戏，静静地围坐在大饭堂里的火堆取暖。一番高谈阔论后，手持着电筒，在那黑暗的土地上步行回房休息。躺在床上准备入睡，不经意的闻到手里淡淡的材烧味，心里注入满满的幸福感。
感谢朋友不辞劳苦地充当司机和导游，把我带到了另一个世界。有很多很多的觉悟，我还在慢慢消化，美玉老师说的一切一切，还在细细地回味，会有这么一天，我领悟的道理是大地之母所要传达的。会有这么一天。

心境。心静。
静心。尽心。

Eclipse

One year, 365 days. So much that I want to do yet nothing can be done. What remain stays remain. 

Silence conquer

Way out? 

随遇而安

看到郭大宝和安娜拥抱的那一刻，我想起了我们。心里很是激动，一幕又一幕浮现在脑海。

若那是你和我

结局是否一样

我是否同样流着幸福的泪水

All mighty. Mighty all

Words no longer can describe how happy I am when I mark the students' paper. It overwhelmed me when they actually remember what I taught in the class.

Teaching kids can bring so much satisfaction

The little little marks you gain make me feel so proud 

Anti-clockwise

How could Human be so greedy when things are getting better? Never had had enough. Girl, over pampered doesn't mean you can keep on receiving without giving any. 

If only girl has an hour glass

Then she wouldn't lose he and she 

没有输掉自己，只有寻找着更好的自己

女孩，

我知道现在的你很难受，每天看似快乐女孩的你，其实还在疗着伤。毕竟多年的感情，不是说放就能放得下。不敢提起，不代表不心痛，不敢想起，不代表不记得。但是女孩，生活不如意事十之八九，只要我们还是呼吸着，还是跳动着，生命依然是美好的。老天在我们面前建了座大山，并不是要我们走回头路，而是让我们一步步地往上爬，披荆斩棘，登上山顶那刹那，你会发现，原来山的另一边，是康庄大道。不要强人所难，也不要压迫自己。幸福、快乐很多时候不是别人给你的，是你自己许给自己的。往年的快乐是他给的，接下来的幸福，是自己许的。只要心还跳动着，人生依旧是很美好的。或许这是上天的考验，让你变成一个更完美的人。我们一起一小步，一小步慢慢地迈进，总有一天会走向光明。

曾经有人告诉过我，

要懂得许自己一个更好的未来。

这句话很贴切，共勉之。

女孩，加油！我们本就有打不死的精神！

人事已非

若早干年前能明白这道理，那委屈求全是否还会存在？

欠缺勇气

留下遍体鳞伤

Fight

Beggar vs Pinocchio
Beggar down Pinocchio win
Beggar does not beg for victory, love it is.
Game ended, so as beggar's life.

Home, warm.

Stepping my bare foot on the soft green grass, watching birds perching on the fence, cooling wind blow against the tree, leaves rustle, flower buds fall. Kids running, parents sweet talking, me smiling. There is nowhere better than a place called home :)

七年，一点都不痒

时间原来可以是那么匆匆的。
七年的友谊，依然那么值得回味。
我相信在很久很久的以后，它会变成七十年的友谊。
姐妹们，有你们真的让我觉得苦都会变甜。

The E.N.D

No point dragging. Maybe it's time to make a decision.

Pinocchio

Broken hearts are meant to heal
Protect it with love and soul
This is what he told her so
In the end the lie revealed

人为刀俎，我为鱼肉

无意间，看见朋友部落格字里行间写着，
拥抱你的梦想，感谢曾经看轻你的人。
抚心自问，我还可以吗？
树根不够扎实，就算有再强的生命力，狂风怒起时，它还把持得住吗？
这一刻的我，已经在边缘了。
你成功了，这下满意了吗？

同事.情深

就算再大的困难，我都依然可以很开心地去面对每一天，因为我有一群超吊的同事。知己难寻，但我却在芙小找到你们了。:)

Rhythm of ..........

Humming the song in an incorrect rhythm soothes me to sleep somehow. ~ so let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink, put you on the bed when you had too much to drink, it could be so nice.......~

Rest in peace

When the death certificate lay silently in front of me, only then I realize I can't let go of it yet. Tears still rolling in my eyes. The name that I used to write on a teacher's card, now appear on the death certificate, why should life be that way? Life is always full of jokes, this sounds so sarcastic to me now.

Love, lost.

First time burst out of tears in front of students, I could hardly control my emotion. Why did I feel like the two-hours-tuition is crawling slowly? I thought I can see you again and so happy that I could be your colleague. Why is it so cruel that they took your life away in such a short notice? Teaching the students remind me how I was being taught by you. Tears rolled down, but facts remain. Forget not your care and guidance for me along the way. Thank you teacher.

Quickie

Weeks passed like seconds, it seems. No doubts, passion growing, stronger indeed. Thus, tougher heart needed, healthier body is a pre condition. I don't do countdowns for coming holiday, I don't complain when work load is as high, just for one reason, I love my job. Maybe some people should start doing some thinkings here.