希望.祷告

我以为我可以很坦然地面对生老病死这个课题，原来是个否。老天，为什么开了一个那么大的玩笑？若是祢执意要带走他，那请祢赐她一颗坚强的心，让她渡过这个难关。

Confused

I don't know since when it has become sour. I thought it will be strong enough to get through everything. Should I or should I not take any steps? Roses have thorns that very often hurt people. I thought yours won't. But it seems I was wrong.

心灵停歇站 -- 好寡妇

现在静静地闭上眼，仿佛还听得见潺潺的溪水声，仿佛还闻得到大地的绿色气息。
开始想念她，好寡妇，一个可以让你抛开烦恼，真正感觉到自己与大地融成一体的好去处。
走入古法田园，一片青葱入眼帘，绿中一堆一堆的天使花，为整个田园添了不少色彩。
踏入草地，在寻找田园的主人当儿，看见一排排整齐的蔬菜，耳边不时传来鹅的叫声，自己不禁深呼吸一口，贪婪地想把全部绿色的空气吸入体内。接见了园主，到了自己的房间，听见自己脚下踏实的地板声，闻到了木板的古香味，忍不住就往床上一躺，想切切实实地感受着、享受着那一刻的宁静。
晚饭时，和园主的三位朋友兼打理人畅谈了一番。吃着园里中的有机菜，手里捧着淡淡茅草香的米饭，和听着夜晚的虫鸣声，此时此刻，觉得这片大地是只属我们的，一种想要保护她的感觉是那么地浓烈，不想她的美，就此流失。

炎热的天气把自己浸在冰冷的溪水，爽呆了！

若是有那么一天，你累了，不妨到好寡妇走一走，感受一下最原始的当下，绝无遗憾！

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So here is the story, I went for a body check up, done the x ray, when the doctor was examining the x ray report, he said "Girl, your heart is so small, just like a child's heart. You gotta eat more, exercise more so that your heart will get bigger and stronger. Next week when you come to collect your medical report, I insist you to gain 1kg." I was like, are you kidding me, doc?!! By the way, my heart is tiny, not that strong, which is possibly means I might get heart attack easily??? Lol! Then, teacher is not the best field for me after all? Hmmmm.....

生日，很快乐。

若不是朋友的提醒，也不知道这已经是第七年与老师们庆生了。
依旧的，还是充满欢笑声的聚会，以及关心的问候。
不要求太多，只祈求还有接下来的第八年，第九年。。。。一直持续下去。
老师们，生日快乐。就有如卡片写着的，身体健康，永远幸福快乐。=)

EVOLVE

Sleepless night, swollen eyes, had it four years ago, and tonight it comes back again. Thoughts of having the same ending does make me worried, and helpless as well. Who says princess always has a happy ending? Oh wait, am I? I don't think so anymore.

No pain no gain, serious??

How can a woman sustain the level of maximum pain during labour? The answer we often obtained is mother's love. But the love one who holds your hand during labour, family who come to visit and spare their cares, part of the reason as well, I assume. To all the mothers, you have all my salute.